I have fallen in Love… Again!

A story of rekindling love and challenging times.

I didn’t think I would ever fall in love again. But I have.

I am reconnecting with every aspect of photography in a way that feels fresh, exciting, and meaningful. The thing is, my love of photography was never really lost to me; it was just hidden beneath the surface for a while, waiting to be rediscovered. Through everything, I still held onto it. Even during tougher days, when my mental health made it harder to tap into my creativity, I was still putting in 100% effort, doing my best to honour the work, my clients, and myself.

Looking back, I realize how much of myself I was able to pour into photography, even when the passion felt harder to access. Those moments of struggle didn’t stop me from wanting to deliver the best work I could; they simply added a layer of resilience to my process. Even if I couldn’t always feel the same enthusiasm, my dedication was still there. Photography never left—it stayed, a constant part of me, like an old friend who quietly supported me through the storm. Now, as I emerge from the storm, I feel my love for it stronger than ever.

With that in mind, I’ve made a life-changing decision: photography is now my main goal, especially wedding photography. I’ve recently resigned from teaching to put my heart fully into my true passion. It was a tough decision because I love teaching and guiding new generations of photographers, and I’ll miss my colleagues deeply. But after so much time and consideration, I realized that my calling is behind the camera, capturing life’s most beautiful moments.

What’s most exciting is this feeling of renewal. It’s like I’m rediscovering little details, those small joys that first drew me to photography. The simple sound of the shutter, the thrill of catching perfect lighting, and the magic of capturing emotion have all come rushing back with a new kind of energy. This rebirth is a reminder that passion isn’t always loud; sometimes, it’s quiet, just waiting for the right moment to emerge again.

Even the challenges have become a joy to tackle. Now, with a clearer mind and a lighter heart, I’m throwing myself into new ideas and exploring creative boundaries I hadn’t considered before. I’m revisiting past projects and developing fresh approaches, each idea a reminder of the beauty and connection photography brings to my life. Wedding photography, in particular, has been such a rewarding area. Witnessing and capturing people’s happiest moments, from heartfelt glances to celebratory laughter, feels like a privilege that I’m even more grateful for now.

Ultimately, this renewed enthusiasm for photography feels like coming home. Life has taken me down a winding path, and while I’ve faced my share of challenges, I’m proud to say I never lost sight of what mattered to me. I might have been working quietly, putting in my all with consideration to my mental health, but now I feel completely in tune with the art and joy of photography. It’s incredible to say, with certainty, that I’m back, stronger and more passionate than ever, and here to stay. Teaching has been such a meaningful part of my life, and I’ll always cherish the memories and connections I made there. But now, I’m ready to pour my heart back into photography and see where this journey takes me.